Screaming -  Creeping Death / Metallica
Feeling -   Hungry   
Thinking -  " meTallica meTallica meTallica "


x   I hate how people think i'm a freak cause of how I dress. I hate the looks, I hate the insults, I hate it all. I don't see the problem with how I dress, infact NEITHER does anyone at my school or any of my friends. It's the adults, kids parents, and my parents. I can't tell you how much people stare at me funny, or criticize and I don't even know them. We went to the science center with school. Every emo, old person, rapper, whatever. Gave me and Steph a dirty look. I've gotten over the look thing but it's sad that people can't accpet the fact we don't blend in with all the other sluts our school is made up of. I like being different. And I don't think you need to stare and ridicule me because of it. I will not follow the lead. I will be the leader. I wont listen to what everyone else is, I wont wear what everyone else is, I wont do what everyone else is. I'll make my own decisions. This ridiculous behaviour, doesn't effect me much at all, but it's completely absurd that every person that passes, pay us with a dirty look, as if we don't have the right to breath the same air as them.

x   I want  Ice Cream.